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Iknowpatienceisararevirtuetohaveinthesemoderndaysformostfolks，soIwillgetstraighttothepointthenIwillsharethejourneyIhadyesterday:
Thedecisionis，thisstorywillgoon，Iwillwriteeverydayandyouwillgettheupdateeverydayjustlikeithasbeeni10months，withadailyminimumofabout3000words.
Asforthatendofthemonthbe/minimumsupportbonusorwhateveryoumaywanttocallit，theoyoumustwrite4000wordsperdayminimumtobeabletoqualify，myresponseis:
Fuckit.
Now，forthejourneyIhadyesterday.
Ihadtofightmyinnerdemonsonceagainandemergedvictorious，IhavetothankeveryonewhoshowedtheirsupportyesterdayandIwillnetyouriltheendoftime.
ThisbookrettymuedafterIhadthattalkwithoheeditors，hesentehisbooktothedeathrowbytellihesitewilllikelyneverpromoteditagainandthatIamnogoodatall.
Iwasfurious，butwasIfuriousjustbecausehepassedhisjudgementontome
Theanswerisno，Iamnotthatnave.Iamfullyawarewhoisheandwhyhesaidwhathesaid.
Heisanemployeeofaprofit-tredbusinessanization，aureofhisroleisnodifferenttothosesupermarketemployeeswhomahefreshproduceisle.Bysayingthis，Imeaoputthegoodlookingonesupontheshelffirst，howthisproducereallytaste，heain’tgoingtogiveadamn.
AndwhyBecauseyou’thavearefundforwebnovelsjustlikeyou’thavearefundforfruitsaables，you’tgetitbackafteryoutookabiteandhatedwhatyouate.
SohimsayingIamnogood，Iknowwhathemeans，hemeantIamnogoodasaprofitgeiable”，butsayingthis，IamalsofullyawareIamnotperfect，coupleofreaderspoispotsandgavesomeveryvaluableadvices，forthat，Iamgrateful.
IamnotgoingtodoubtmyselfjustbecausesomeyoungfelsaidIamnogoodwherehissolepurposeistoselectgoodlookiable”tobeputontheshelf---plusyouaretalkingaboutasitewhereitsSci-FiseisfilledwithMarvelDoujin，yeah，yougettheidea.
SowhydidIhaveanoutburst，simple，Iwanttomakealivingbyjustwritingstories，Iwantthiswritingthingafulltimegig，notjustsomehobby，becauseIloveit，Ifuglovedoingit，Iwritewholedaylongandnotfeelingburntout---uwritersonthissitewhostartglikeapussyafterwriting2000wordsbecausetothemwritingstoryisatortureworsethenuyessay.
So，aordecresmywoodmeansmydreamwillhavetobepostponedafewyears，again.
Andhowmany“fewyears”yougetinyourlife
SoIhadanoutburst.
ThatoutburstisalsoduetothefactIwanttogopro，andthatword“pro”isaheavyterm.
WhendoessomeoddjobbeeaprofessionItbeesaprofessiobeesreizedbythesociety，itbeesaprofessioisimbued/ihthestandardsthesocietythinkitshouldhave.
However，youlookatthewebnovelindustryifewyears，mostbeefurtherawayfrombeingaprofessional.
WearebeingsomethingworsethanthoseAfrihyenas，feastonthedeadcarcassoffallgiants，nevercreatinganythingnewandiing.
Writersareedbygreed，writingisnolongeraprofessionthatrelyonyourknowledge，thewisdomyouaccumutedthroughtheages，hoursofstudy.
WritersarebeingpeoplenodifferentthantheworkerswhoworkonafreakingIphoneproduline，mindlessdrones，nothingmore.
Wearenoloouchthemindsandsoulsofourreaderswithourwords，wearesimplytryingtostiruptheirhormoneanddopamineforfucksake.
Imeannodisrespecttotheworkers，butIsimplethinkwritersshouldnotbewlikethat.
Ourworkisbeingmoreandmorecheap，sometimescheaperthanthesugarinacupoffreakingmilkteaorthepleasureyougetfromafugjerkoff.
4000wordseverydaymyass。。。。。。。。。
Ifeltthephantomwhenyourdreamprofessionisshiftingawayfromtherightthings.
Iwithebirthofesewebnovel，seenitsmostgloriousdaysandalsoseenitsdownfalltowardsnothingbutaprofitmae.
ThesearemydemonsandIhadtofacethemagaierday，butthankstoyouguys，Iwasvictoriousonceagain.
SomemightstartcallingmehypocritealreadysinceIamprettymustwritingdoujinaswell.
That’strue，butthenagain，Iamusingthisoneasaforthebook，somethingfullyinalwithafullystructedworld，awesomebackgroundandarichstory.
ButIamnotcuttingthisbookloose，everybookismycreation，mychildandnoparentintheirrightmindcouldeasilythrowawaytheirchild.
That’saboutitreally，theflictbetweenmyidealsandtheuglyrealityhadbeentormentingme，givingmephantompain，thisisthefateofalrtworkersinasense.
Iamlucky，Idon’thavetorelyonwritingforaliving，soIdon’thavetobowdowntothegreedybastardswhothinktheyrunthefuguniverse.
So，amidfihoseassholesandadeepbowdowntoyou---myreaders.
Staywithme，Iwillgetthere，Iwillshowyouabeautifulword，aingstorythebestI.
Iwillseeyoutomorrow